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[19 Jun 2005|11:04pm] woah. 1 | +++

[14 Nov 2004|11:01pm] [ mood | dead ] [ music | radiohead ] i wish i could be me again. god damnit im stupid. i bought ann a birthday present today, i hope she likes it! sorry i couldnt hang out this weekend, between soccer games and it being my moms week long birthday celebration, ive had no time for anything. im so tired, i just wanna sleep but i cant cause i have to write an essay right now. i must be doing a good job because im updating my lj.... +++

[10 Nov 2004|10:25pm] [ mood | ew. ] [ music | cursive ] i am so unhappy right now theres alotta reasons why but im not gonna spill em all out to everyone when i havent even told one person youve probably noticed ive been acting kinda weird ive been trying to hide it but im getting tired of that whatever go see elise myers in comic potential-shes the hot one with her boobs falling out. 3 | +++

!!! [25 Oct 2004|03:15pm] [ mood | woot woot ] [ music | guided by voices ] the pixies show last night was the best show ive ever seen. it was fuckin awesome. i had such a great time with everyone. i loved watching all the old hippies dancing to all the songs. bill and i danced and sang along too. i bought a pixies sweatshirt but i wish i woulda boughten the shirt that candy got but shes gonna let me borrow it. but yeah, last night was the best night ever. THIS IS FOR ANN CAUSE ONLY SHE WILL GET IT: after lunch i went into class and then jon speer came up to me and hes like "WHERE WERE YOU AT LUNCH?! I WENT OVER TO WHERE YOU USUALLY SIT AND THEY SAID YOU LEFT! WHERE WERE YOU???" i started to laugh and i told him that ann and i were walking around. courtney love is playing at the ventura theatre this friday. i say we all go and throw things at her. 3 | +++

[23 Oct 2004|12:38pm] [ mood | !!!!!!! ] [ music | dinosaur jr. ] I GET TO SEE THE PIXIES TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excitied, its going to be awesome. i cant wait!!! bill's gonna pick me up kinda late though cause he has to work so we're gonna miss most of the thrills set but thats ok cause i dont really like them that much anyways. ah im so excited!! 1 | +++

[19 Oct 2004|07:38pm] hes moved on and im stuck in neutral +++

kjfsdj [16 Oct 2004|10:50pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | rilo kiley ] audrey and i hung out today. i love that kid. we talked a lot about stuff and it felt really good to get everything out. everything that ive been dying to get out, everything that ive been holding in for such a long time. so that was really good for me. and i have no chance with johnny. i know that. hes still in love with his ex girlfriend that hates him. and that sucks really bad. and as for jack, im not sure. i still have really strong feelings for him. but im not gonna chase him around like all those other stupid little girls that do. i still talk to him but i havent told him that i still have feelings for him and i dont plan to because i think that will just make things worse for me. so ill just leave it at that. audrey and i were sitting outside tonight and it started raining. it was amazing. i love the rain. so we just sat outside in the rain talking about stuff in our sweats. it was such a good feeling. THE PIXIES IN 8 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i also hate how no one comments anymore. livejournals starting to get old. the youth of america is ready for a new fad. 3 | +++

[11 Oct 2004|04:34pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | john vanderslice ] in the seconds between the safety unlocks and the shot, the story is clear of distortions and tears and you’ll know why we’re on mulholland drive can you survive a look inside? like a bomb in reverse, fragments of truth return: the money’s been paid out, the key’s on the table you’ve killed someone you used to love yes I agree now, her story’s a hoax recorded impulses laid, dubbed and cross faded, it’s just light replayed still I ended on mulholland drive can you survive a look inside? yes I can see now, they had nothing to do with a role refused and sometimes a cowboy’s just a man in a cowboy suit +++

[06 Oct 2004|09:11pm] 5 | +++

THE FINAL COUNT DOWNNN [30 Sep 2004|03:33pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | TWISTED SISTER ] today, was a really good day. yyyyEAAAH 1 | +++

billy jean is not my lova [29 Sep 2004|09:13pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | wilco ] today, both of the guys that i have crushes on came over to our little cirlce at the same time. it was really awkward. then elise made a humorous comment that went like "now all we need is jack". so i kicked her. :] so yeah i really like johnny but i dont know if its like a mutual thing or even close to being mutual but i guess its alright. and the whole chris thing i think is completely over cause hes just cute and thats pretty much all thats attracted me to him. and jacks just the ex-boyfriend who i chose to break it off with but i still have feelings for him. so in conclusion, boys suck... only if you have a crush on them. +++

[25 Sep 2004|09:11pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | the shins ] i miss the way we used to talk for hours at like 1 oclock in the morning. i miss how he used to say things to me and it just made me smile. i miss how he made me laugh all the time. i miss how he would play his guitar and sing to me. i miss him coming through my window. i miss him holding me. i miss the way he made me feel. i miss staring at him while he talked. i miss believing the things he said. +++

For your viewing pleasure... [24 Sep 2004|04:08pm] [ mood | easily amused ] [ music | john vanderslice ] +++

:o [23 Sep 2004|08:32pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | pavement ] THE O.C.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! +++

top 5... [19 Sep 2004|08:12pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | elliott smith ] favorite bands 1. the pixies 2. pavement 3. radiohead 4. dinosaur jr. 5. the shins favorite artists 1. john vanderslice 2. stephen malkmus 3. beck 4. frank black 5. damien rice 1 | +++

[][][] [19 Sep 2004|06:44pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | the dandy warhols ] today i found these pictures from way back when and i have decided that i like the way my hair is in these so i think im gonna cut it this way. tell me what you think or what you think i should do with my hair cause im really sick of it right now. its really cold outside. i guess this means that summer has officially ended. 2 | +++

err [17 Sep 2004|04:44pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | sonic youth ] lunch was awkward with chris. the whole time i just wanted to either wanted to give him a kiss or just cry and hide. it sucks! but ill get over it soon i hope. i wish he liked me. ah i hate this. i really dont wanna go to the homecoming thing alone, i know ill be with my friends but i want someone to hold on to. i think i should really stop thinking about this. in other [happier] news, i think molars is gonna practice tomorrow but its not for sure yet. so hopefully good music will take place tomorrow, if not, its all good in the hood. http://www.purevolume.com/harmonyofdissonance +++

!!!!!!!!!! [16 Sep 2004|05:40pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | the pixies !! ] i got my ticket to go see the pixies on october 24th at the santa barbara bowl with bill and i think callie. im soo excited. the pixies are my most favorite band ever. im so glad they got back together!!!! this is awesome. look at frank go. +++

:o [16 Sep 2004|04:48pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | neutral milk hotel ] prepare for a major change in the future. im not sure when its going to happen but it will, im sure of it. +++

FUCK [15 Sep 2004|04:55pm] k so chris just told me that he kinda likes lindsay. great. 5 | +++

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